NEW LJ [15 Nov 2005|04:52am] go add me on: __delusive blow away

[10 Nov 2005|09:25pm] i plan on deleting my myspace soon & i've made a new one that is just for actual friends and people in washington so go and add it. www.myspace.com/kelsiherself blow away

i'll die if i don't get a chance to make this just right. [18 Oct 2005|04:50pm] i was talking to christina earlier today about this whole situation and she made me realize that this happens constantly. brandon couldn't handle my sarcasm, mikey hated that i would joke around and say "hey, i'm gonna beat you up" and what not. now jonathan, he hates me. i mean, i can understand i was saying that i hated him and that he was a liar. you need to understand that i was completely fucked up. i don't remember that. i'm really sorry. so now, i'll just sit here, feeling like shit and listen to hopeless love over and over again. it's like a ritual. hopefully soon i'll feel better. i never dwell over boys. i just forget about it but i can't forget about this, i can't forget about you. 200 miles away from home 200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs But you don't care at all You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs You demand to be chased for your love My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long But you don't care at all There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow Please be home tonight I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel Every time you're here. What would it take for me to be with you I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all Hopeless love please leave me This broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long Why don't you care at all? I'm dying for a place in your heart. Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow Please be home tonight I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel Every time you're here. Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me? This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight And now I regret the day we met And help me forget your name. grow up 4 blow away

[16 Oct 2005|06:10am] girl adores boy. blow away

[06 Sep 2005|05:40pm] it's always better when we're together. friends only. grow up 7 blow away

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